I hate you as much as I love you
A reaction I'm unable to get
As much as I want to embrace
I want to push away
As much as I want to experience
I want to run away from
You're the only supposed constant
Which pushes me to extremes
I never thought I could go to..
Which makes me look at the mirror
And not recognize the stranger
That's smiling at me..
Which gets me out of bed every single day
All ready to chase a goal,
I know is insane in the first place.
Change, my dear friend
I fear you as much as I hold you dear.